Kyun3

Having an illness that totally changes your everyday life is often pretty harsh. In my case, I got two at the same time, both triggered by the extreme stress I was going through while serving in the military in 2015. The physical illness has toned down now, a year after diagnosis, and I have found the limits of what I can do. The mental illness, which was discovered a bit later, is kind of a by-product of the physical illness. I was unconsciously trying to (over)compensate for the damage the other illness was doing in my body, but the overcompensation didn't stop when I started getting treatment for it. The overcompensation became a bad habi

I've lived in three different places (but two cities) attending university since I last wrote here, and it's been less than glamorous. In between I also spent 9 months in the army. So yeah...haven't drawn at all. I left all my drawing stuff at my parents' house when I moved out, and couldn't afford new equipment. I have hopefully six months of uni left, graduating in December. In my last few posts I had complained about shit happening in my life, and how I hoped getting away from my parents and hometown would solve it. Life did get better after moving out, but last year I got some health issues and I'm trying to get back to my usual self n

After a lot of fucked up shit had been going on in my life, my need to draw came back. Some shit still continues, but moving out might help with that, I guess... But since I feel like drawing again, there might be new deviations coming up sooner or later.